There's something terrible , I have some values, I admire them, I think that if I myself could respect them , Then why others's couldn't?But there's a thing between what I respect, what I can do, and how I wish it was, may be just be 'coz some times it's very hard to act like who you wanna be, there's no pretending, it's just a struggle between desire and wisdom ( wisdom including sence of humer)And I getting confused in this circle