I can remember any thing that I want….?!!

Ye chizi bood ke ye rooz yeho yad gereftam, ke chizai ke nemikham va doost nadaram ro yadam bere,,, avalesh kheyli khoob bood, hala harchi mikham ye chizaio yadam biad ta betoonam tamoomeshoon konam, nemishe!ye chizaye mahv-i miano miran… mikham bebinameshoon nemishe!
Chand rooze bazam ostokhoonam misooze,,,
Jom’e raftam pishe baba,,,, yade in ofatadam ke 4 sal pish, yeki ro didam ke babash 6 sal bood fot karde bood, kheyli rahat harf mizad dar moredesh,, man oon moghe too bohboheye jaryan boodam hanooz,,, darkesh nemikardam,,,, hatta fekr nemikardam 6 sal bad az marge babam basham ke bebinam che hessi daram!

1 maho khoordei dige, mishe 6 sal, va man hanooz injam,,, vali hanooz peyda nashodam

bazi chiza behtare too dele adam bemoonan,,,, ino taze behesh residam,,, chizie ke salha ghaboolesh nadashtam,,,, fekr konam loop-e zendegie man 6 sal be 6 sal refresh mishe!

Dashtam fekr mikardam, kash mishod adama hame chizo beham began, bedoone narahaty,,,, shayad kheyli ettefagha miofte ke man nemidoonam, pas nemibinameshoon, bedooone hozoore oona, baraye khodam, ba sharayete mojood tasmim giri mikonam, ghezavat mikonam,,,,,,,,,, shayad inghadr talkh nabashe, shayadam mese zahr bashe,,, vali nemidoonam,,,,,,,,, shayad age man mitoonestam hame chizi ke too delam va fekram hast ro begam,,,,,,,,,,, kheyli chiza fahmide mishod,,, garche man harf zadan dare yadam mire,,,, vaghty ba adama harf mizanam, bazi vaghta yeho be khodam miam, mibinam ye joore ajibi negaham mikonan! Engar zaboone mano nemifahman, yeho say mikonam saro tahe harfamo beham bechasboonam, va bikhial sham,,,,

In rooza hey neveshtam, fekr kardam,,,,
Maman fekr mikone ke hamash daram chat mikonam! Chon faghat sedaye keyboard ro mishnave! Mohem nist,,,, bayad akharin chizaro ham benevisam

Mikhastam inaro jam avari konam,,,, tamame chizai ke tahala neveshtam,,, ke bishtaresh inja nist…… ye bar beshinam bekhoonam, balke khodam befahmam man kiam? Moshkelam chie?! Vali nashod,,, nemidoonam ke miresam ya vaght kame?!

Kashki 1 bar hame chiz mishod oonjoor ke man mikham,,,,,,,, faghat 1 bar,,,,,,,

Va inke kashki yekam baroon mioomad,,, faghat 1 rooz,,,ba azoon abrhaye siiaah ke roozo mese shab mikone………

Kashki 1 bar ba tamame ehsasam mitoonestam baghalet konam, ta hame chizo behet befahmoonam,,,,, kheyli dire midoonam,,,,, vaghtesh gozasht

Bavar kon roozaii ke boodi, kheyli say kardam, nemidoonam chera nashod?!

Shayad ham shod, va man yadam nist?!
Kashki in ghalbe kesafat, be jaye inke inghadr misookht va tir mikeshid,,, ye bar harfe mano goosh midad!

Kashki roozi miresid ke dige inja chizi nadashtam ke biam aarezoo konam!