So, you see I still alive,but I'm too weak,even for thinkin',,,,may be my spellings or grammer is wrong, but I'm too tired to think about it!

well, I had fucking,fuckin,fucking... bad month,that made me grower faster and faster and made me running out of time,out my boddy, I used to destroy myself,as I still the same way too,now. It's been a while since I just want to destroy my self with everything to made time run faster and became closer to death, I used and abused everything, but now, as it seems,there's no more help is needed and I can wait, it will come, it will come and I'll be free.

These days I've just passing days one by one and became more torn and elder,,well life learned me how to be patient, I can wait longer