Delam mikhad fingilisi benevisam,,chon hoseleye fekr kardan nadaram,,,
Nemidoonam cheme,,,chera midoonam cheme,,,mese hamishe,,az roo aadat,migam ke nemidoonam cheme,,,midoonam ke kheyli akhlagh haye bad daram,,midoonam ke kheyli karam eshtebahe,,vali nemitoonam eghrar konam,,chon age be yekish eghrar konam,,,ooon vaght hame chi zire soal mire,hamishe haminjoori boode,,,nemidoonam chera hame chi ghaaaty shode,,,be ye seri bombast residam,,ke midoonam ba zaman hal mishe,,vali daram angizehamo baraye hal kardanesh az dast midam,be in natije residam ke hame chio,,har moshkelio rabt midam be in ke baba nist,,,chera kheyliash rabt dare,,vali kheyliasham na!
Az hame ye jooraii badam oomade,,,delam mikhad az khoone,,az daneshgah,,,,az mamanam,,,az khaharam,,,az khodam farar konam,,,dige delam nemikhad dars bekhoonam,,,hich dalili vaaasash nemibinam,,,dige delam nemikhad kar konam,,,be nazaram faaaydeii nadare,,ta jende nabashi kare khoob giret nemiad,,,,nemidoonam chi kar konam ke betoonam ba khaharam doost besham?! Har rahi ke behem pishnahad shode ro dar pish gereftam javaab nadade,,,delam mikhad zoodtar ezdevaj konam,,,hamishe ba khodam fekr mikardam ke roozi ke delam bekhad ke zoodtar ezdevaj konam yani be bonbast resdiam ,,,delam mikhad chand rooz khodam basham,,,behem ejaze bedan khodam basham,,,vaghty ke nazaran khodet bashi,,,baraye residan be khastehat,,,dige har kari mikoni,,adam haro khoord mikoni,,,paa rooye ehsaset mizari,,,khodeto khoord mikoni,,,yeho kaf mikoni,,ye kari mikoni ke khodet ham nemifahmi chera in karo kardi,,
Vaghty baghiaro mibinam,,khodam ham nemifahmam ke chera khanevadeye man injoorian,,,har kari ke bekham bokonam,,,ba in jomle movajeh misham:ache to baba nadarai,,,age felani mitoone in karo bokone ,vaseye ineke baba dare,,,
Bazi vaghta fekr mikonam kashki babam bood,,ba hameye badiash,,,bad shayad kheyli chiza fargh mikard,,vali badesh be khodam migam,,,na behtar ke baba nist,,,adam vaghty tooye ye borheii az zendegish hast,,ye chizaii baraye khodesh dare,,,ke fekr mikone hame bayad darkesh konan,,,vali hishki dark nemikone,,,adam behesh barmikhore,,vali hamoon adam,ke khodesh moshkel dashte,vaghty oon moshkelatesh tamoom mishe,va ye chize jadidi pish miad,delesh vaseye oon moshkel ghadimiash tang mishe,,,oon vaght bazam entezare dark dare,,,
Nemidoonam chera inaro migam,,,ye joor tanaaghoze,khodam ham midoonam,,vali kheyli delam pore,,,
Modat hast ke daram fekr mikonam,,chera kasi ke be kasi mige asheghetam ,,bayad behesh khianat kone?! Chera bazi pesara fekr mikonan,,faghat baraye sex ham ke shode,,,mitoonan beran ba ye jende,,,nemidoonam,nemifahmam,,,pas eshgh chi mishe?

Nemidoonam,,, aslan nemidoonam chera inghar hayejan zade hastam?!ayandeye naaa maloomi daram,,,,kea z tahe delam mikham zoodtar dorost she
Emrooz maman rafte Dr. behesh gofte ghalbesh moshkelesh bishtar shode,,,kolli tarsidam,,,nemidoonam,,,baba hamishe migoft ke shak nadare ta 50 salegi mimire,,,va 45 salegi raft,,,,amoo mige ke oonam ta 50 salegi mimire,,,alan 44 saleshe,,,toomor ham ke dare,,,maman ham mige,dige kari nadare,,,age lazeme bere,mire,,,man nemidoonam chera too khooneii ke hich vaght toosh shadi nist,,chera in ghadr harf az marg pish miad,,,nemidoonam,,,age maman bere,,,age amoom bere,,,nemidoonam dige chera bayad zende basham?!chon nemooneye 2 ta az badtarin zendegi haro didam,ke bi hich payane khoshi tamoom shode,,,in akhare bad jensie,,,,shayad baba,,maman,,va amoo hich kodoom omidi baraye zende moondan nadaran ke mikhan beran,,baba ke resid behesh,,,nemidoonam,,hame miran,,,,har ki man doosesh daram ye joori mire,,,ya mimire,,,ya mese doostaye dabirestanam,,mese marjan,,,mese azalea,,injoori mire,,,ya ehsasate mano khoord mikone,,,shayad vaseye hamineke fekr mikonam khianat(age esmesho bezaran khianat,,age be onvane khianat ghaboolesh dashte bashan) mitoone baes beshe ke man begam tarafamo az dast dadam,,,kheyli delam mikhad,,,vaghty khaharm miad khoone,,,ba khiale rahat,,,bahash dar morede ye chizi ke har 2 tamoon doost darim harf bezanim,,bedoone inke davvaaa she,,,delam mikhad,,mamanam ye rooz too omresh male khodesh bashe,,,delam mikhad pooldar sham,,,mamanamo ghabl az inke sale 83 tamoom she bebaram,,,france,italy,,,spain,,,injaha ro az hame bishtar doost dare,,,ache momkene mamanam sale 84 bere,,,mishe 50 salesh,,,az 50 salegie adama mitasram,,,

Mamanam mige ghoseeye chizi ke nayoomadae,,va hanooz etefagh nakhorda ro nakhor,,,omid dashte bash,,,mage chand sal bayad ba omid zendegi kard?!nemifahmam!!!!
Cheghadr delam mikhad bazam benevisam,,,vali dige nemishe,,,nemidoonam chera!
Ye ezterabe ajib daram,,,kheyli bad,kheyli bad,,,,Khodaya,,age vaghean hasty,,,komakam kon,,,,dige nemikesham!