I'm sure, you hadn't thought about my current situation even for 1 minute,,, You never loved me,, I'm ok with that,,Now I'm ok,,, Beieng with you was always great for me,,but I feel like this doesn't make sence any more, and this things will going no where,,, I just try to move on,as u always Did and still do

Do you know when it hurts the most?
When u feel like double fucked up,,,
It’s been two hard times,, two most serious ones,,,which led to end and I still don’t know what should I feel about them?!World, I really have a question : " Seriously, was I that mych unlovable?!"Yeah,,,in my world,,people love each other,,,people care about each other,,,, you can call me mad,or idealist,,,,but I bet you’ll see me free one day,,,, up in the skies or down down to the hell…. No one knows,,,, I’ll wait,,,, as I had to be,,,, I’ll move on,,, I never felt that much fucked up in my whole life,,,even 7 years ago,,,,,,

I'm relax some how! Fine

I Just Wondered How Dare You?!!!How?!!!!

I've called you so many times todayAnd
I guess it's all true what your girlfriends say
That you don't ever want to see me again
And your brother's gonna kill me and he's six feet ten
I guess you'd call it cowardice
But I'm not prepared to go on like this
I can't, I can't
I can't stand losing
I can't stand losing you

I see you've sent my letters back
And my LP records and they're all scratched
I can't see the point in another day
When nobody listens to a word I say
You can call it lack of confidence
But to carry on living doesn't make no sense
I can't, I can't
I can't stand losing
I guess this is our last goodbye
And you don't care so I won't cry
But you'll be sorry when I'm dead
And all this guilt will be on your head
I guess you'd call it suicide
But I'm too full to swallow my prideI can't,
I can'tI can't stand losing
I can't stand losing you

Police ( . . )